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Anywhere - Rop Ferendez





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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I'm afraid that I'm in this ride alone.
No one telling me what to do.
Have little direction towards my destination.

No Man is an Island - a song my secondary school's choir sang before.
I don't have many friends who can stand by my side on this matter.
I don't know how long I can withstand it alone.

Though I know that I'm not alone...
It seems like there's no physical support from people around me.
Not so much of moral support as well.

Somehow I do wish there's someone beside me that can re-enforce what I'm learning.
Like a helpless bird in the sky, flying and flying.
Can't seek of a place to build a nest in peace.

I'm worried that I'm too spiritually active that I've become spiritually tired as well.
It's hard to strike out balance between my physical-self and my spiritual-self.

One part of me is striving towards my destiny.
And the other part is holding me back to prevent misery to my loved ones.
Either way, I'll lose.
I either give up what I'm pursuing, or they give in to what I wanna pursue.

Every choice requires sacrifice(s), it's whether these sacrifices are worth it.
I'm stuck up in a Dilemma.

I need someone to guide me. Really.
A brother, or a teacher.
Simply, a Mentor.

~~~

Less than a month to National Service.
I'm not looking forward to it.
Because I'm afraid that I will be the only one in the ride for the two years.
It's scary about the unknown.

Whatever I've just said here, I'm just ranting out my problems.
Now that I've typed them out in words, at least I know how to tackle them slowly.
Hope that every decisions, every sacrifices - is worth it.

~~~

Wassalam
Diary @ 6/30/2009 03:52:00 AM;


REX
ROP FERENDEZ
 Humanity
Hey, welcome to my blog.
There's nothing much I could write here.
But you could share your views with me.
Maybe you could change mine, and vice versa.
I hope that I could maintain Humanity within my peers.
And my peers could do that to his/her peers, and so on.
For one word that I wish the world for is....
Peace

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