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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
i've blog hopping around. and as expected, people are over worldly temptations.
i'm feeling sad over what is going on. people are just doing what is believed, especially over supertition and what's worse is that they are teaching kids that are innocent and not knowing the truth. and now they are mind-controlled to be controlled and teach what was "RIGHT", and what is right turns wrong. and they "know" the right things.
i'm in doubt over what buddhism has taught me, despite the fact it makes me understand more about life. i'm grateful for being a buddhist for about 10 years in my life. and the fact what makes me be a faithful buddhist is because of a temptation that makes me go to temple. that is fame and reputation in my temple, through performances i've gained some. and i like the feeling, it's like you are like... an idol. being loved and all. but i'm over that. because the greatest love of all is actually to love for who you are, not by how many people who love you. if you don't love yourself, no matter how many people love you, nothing is comparable to filling up that spot of emptiness, only you can fill it up.
i've learnt a lot a lot a lot of valuable lessons once i start mixing around with Aeem. seriously, i learnt a lot in terms of my thinking and all. i think i've really grown up a lot this time, despite my lameness and all. though i may seem to be lame and happy at most of the times, i'm an emo kid inside last time. and i'm glad that now i'm out of it and seriously, i'm really happy this time. i'm self-assured. and all these are things that i've learnt on my own. of course Aeem showed me this path.
and my theory stays the same...
do things that makes you happy, without going against your own consciousness.
just that now i add one more line to it.
do things that makes you happy; without going against your own consciousness; and do it with your own self-assured will; and most importantly, love yourself.
well... a few more lines.
just to say a few more things. we control our emotions. so when others do things that makes you sad, or scared or whatever, just remember, we can still be happy. don't let other people's mistakes be yours.
well... i can do a book compiling all my words. haha. yay! =)
assalamualaikum people.
thanks bro. =)Labels: Control, Grateful
Diary @ 2/25/2009 11:27:00 PM;
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Humanity
Hey, welcome to my blog.
There's nothing much I could write here.
But you could share your views with me.
Maybe you could change mine, and vice versa.
I hope that I could maintain Humanity within my peers.
And my peers could do that to his/her peers, and so on.
For one word that I wish the world for is....
Peace