Rop Ferendez (Humanity)

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

hello. =)

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yup, today i went to my temple to help my dad out. i used to be so pissed at helping him but i guess, i have to help somehow. though i slack, cuz i wasn't helping much as i'm not told to do much either. so i slacked. haha. but i didn't even try to fight back and come up with lame excuses. (yay, is it a change?)

well, there's some irritating people i used to think of them as well. very irritating like, sian, get off me and so on. but this time round, i don't know where do i have the patience to talk to them slowly and try my best, nicely. i don't even have the thought of like, GET OFF ME or whatever. maybe that's how people think of me. but i'm glad i'm not such a bastard to ask them to back off or whatever.

though quite lonely this time round, i wasn't quite sad or emo about anything. cuz not much friends were there, but i'm still kinda looking forward to a better day.

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it's good that you noticed some changes in you, for the better. though i know i've yet changed much, i'm still looking forward to find the real me. =)

today, i've met up with my disappointment. i wondered why. and then i read the book bro lent me. just to give you some nutshells that i find it very meaningful. i shall quote them here.

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"Most people live lives of quiet desperation". We each have our insecurities. Refuse to live in fear of a bunch of people, who may, like you, be quietly desperate!

you know what this line means? i shall briefly explain.

have you ever wondered what it's like to say "HELLO" to a pure stranger/neighbour etc? you start thinking that, i shall say "HI" only after he says. and what if he didn't say? you claimed him to be an unfriendly neighbour of yours. now, put him to your shoes, he's probably thinking the same way that you're thinking too, so don't let this happen, you might miss out a good neighbour/friend. and that's what i did before. don't let it slipped by!

and another point....

you don't get out of a hole by pulling others into it.

know what this line means? EXPLAIN AGAIN! haha.

you know when you are emo, and then you start finding ways to bring your self-confidence level UP to your friend's level. but, you might bring DOWN your friend's self-confidence level. let's say, your song sucks, and then you start criticising your friend's song. you find faults on others to bring them down. and then to make matters worse, you purposely make their self-confidence level way below YOURS. and now you're higher than them.

you should climb out of hole instead of pulling people down.

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you know, it's great to have someone who's there who help you change. i hope i ain't pulling him down. =)

assalamualaikum.
i can hear an echo (Wa'salam).
=)

Labels: Making friends, Noticable changes

Diary @ ~~11/30/2008 11:42:00 PM;~~