Rop Ferendez (Humanity)

EXPERIENCES

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Hello everyone, welcome to my blog, with new blogskins =)
Was tired of seeing Justin standing on my blog for almost half a year. So I decided to give him some rest, and now Avatar shall come in =)

This is just some important updates. Shall update it here for now.
(1) 5 posts for main page. (so you won't scroll so badly)
(2) the scrolling bar is transparent, just so you know.
(3) adding labels to my posts, so that it will summarise
(4) just something new =)

okay, guess it's about this all. so now about my recent doing.

I finally watched the whole episodes on Avatar. well, not all, cause the last FIVE chapters have yet to be published on the webby. OMG~! i'm so frustated about that! feel like buying the whole series and watch it. ANYONE wanna watch with me? ~ ^^

okay, besides that, school just reopened. and i have to rush my assignments.

REMT. DEON is gonna sing for my REMT cover song - Give it to me (Timbaland). and i have to say, the beats and meloday of the song is obviously simple. BUT~! getting the sound of the instruments is getting under my skin. hope all goes well for REMT~! and oh, i think i'll be singing timbaland's and justin's parts. haha. have to do so, don't wanna waste time to find people to help me. due THIS FRIDAY.

POD. Recorded guitar already, i'll publish up on friendster/blog soon. too busy to do much now anyway. left vocals i think. then have to touch up a bit here and there, before presenting to my lecturers. =) due... FOUR WEEKS TIME =)

ARRANGING. siannes.. have to transcibe "Stop and Stare" by OneRepublic. done the vocals already. And so, now the instruments are killing me. Though haven't start, but i need help. ARGH~! due THIS FRIDAY.

SONGWRITING. i have the melody in my head. wrote some lyrics to accompany it. just have to sing it out somehow. i don't know how. but hopefully could get it down and in average quality for Jimmy to hear. =) due NEXT WEDNESDAY.

PAMS. i swear i don't wanna talk much. just a stupid 400 crap word essay. piece of wasting time assignment. due I DON'T CARE WHAT DATE.

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hmmm, yeah, so you seee... i wanna DIE~! AHHH. lol. whatever. yeah, finally saw my NAPFA test letter now. i guess everyone has received it. OMG I WANT TO DO IT~! just that i have flat foot and i have bunions. LOL~! YEAH~! WOOOO...

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anyway, these few days before i sleep, i would talk to the four walls of my room. it's a form of destressing myself from what i faced. and it will somehow make me tired to sleep better? i think so. i hope i could confine in somebody to talk to.... insomnia is killing me =(

my father went overseas. before that, he quarrelled with my mom. ya. and i get it that he doesn't love his wife as much as i would think. and the money he made, none was really wanted to spend much on her, but spend on his sons. i know it's good that he's doing that for his sons, but i really don't want because of that, he neglect his wife. and now, his wife is showing that kinda face to us. not because she's jealous of us, i think she's just pissed that she's not loved in most sorts. and i know. sigh, it's an example that i will never follow. if i were to love somebody, and that somebody is willing to entrust her life to me, i won't do such a thing. what kinda money that deserves to be spent, is worth it. not because of what and what....

sigh... anyway, i'll just heck care this prob. thinking bout it makes me sad. i would rather spend my time on my work. just blogging my feelings out. =)

and that's why left school at about 10pm today, just to rush assignments. and reach home at 11+. dang. lucky tomorrow's class is afternoon. =)

yayness. i think i should rest. tiring day, i deserve a worthy sleep. =)

Labels: Avatar, dilemma, insomnia, new blogskin, schoolworks, tired., updates

Diary @ ~~6/24/2008 02:23:00 AM;~~